New yr was a happy period or shd i say only for the first 2 days
2nd night my mum told my dad to send her to the hospital cos mu 4th uncle is in danger
in the morning i receive a sms frm my mum 'uncle is ok'
after she miss called me as i was with boon
when i reach home upon seeing the leaves and the water outside i knew sumthing was wrong
4th uncle passed away, so sudden

i cant attend the wake
cant accompany my mum throughout
i noe she was sad but she nv cried infront of me

rmb the first time i saw my uncle which is alsothe last time
his in the ICU with tubes inserted
my mum would at least visit him once a week
telling me his getting better everytime
but what is better, relieve from pain im happy for him
no need to suffer from the aftermath


he have nv seen me or tok to me
but hearing that he's gone i cried too, dunno y mayb this is the power of blood relation

this is a feeling the i had when i hear her in the ICU
the feeling is so strong that it makes ur tears roll without u noeing it
the fear that she will be gone forever